animation as shinn's seed mode then after that kira slashes aegis' arm then kicks it's head then athrun goes seed and it shows the so-called "controlled or more focused" seed animation where there's a red

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There's no such thing as a more focused S.E.E.D. Athrun's state of mind was equally distorted as Kira's when he tried to blow him up. You miss the part where Athrun did that because he was "taking revenge for Nicol's death." If you read the facial expression on Athrun, and you can tell Athrun was no more focused than Kira. Just because Athrun didnt say anything doesn't mean he's concentrating more than Kira; he might just have been shocked and ran out of words. Kira yelling at Athrun after he killed Tolle doesn't mean Kira is enraged because he killed Nicol by accident as he was trying to defend himself. He was like...Athrun...wait it's a mistake and Athrun was like Fk you're dead! After that Kira was also enraged because Athrun took out Tolle. Tolle who piloted that plane was Kira's friend as Nicol was to Athrun and besides Athrun knew he still owed Kira for Miguel's death so that makes Athrun's seed mode even more volatile. If that's the case the animations would explain nothing but contradictions.

Sometimes a berserker, a for lack of words, would seem normal but brewing a tempest inside of them that's just waiting to happen even though they seem completely composed while the ones that seemed calm and say in alot of words are all talk but is shaking in their pants. All talk & no action. Work with your hands not with your mouth. [img]i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif[/img]

If anything, Nicol's death had as much impact on Athrun as Tolle's death to Kira if not more.