I'm glad I'm not the only one. I rewatched the last five minutes of that episode so many times. It kinda depressed me for a while...until I read the manga to find out he was alive. Still, it's one of the really good emotional scenes in the anime. 'Specially when he mentions all his friends...All those butterflies, flashbacks and that red pill made me think he was dead. I was so upset .
*goes and rewatches episode*
Also, the truth of LobsterMagnet's post made me laugh.