When I was filming earlier this month my: laptop, helmet, bike shoes, and some bike clothes were stolen at one of the locations. (approx 1100 dollars). I loved those shoes ($450 dollar cycling shoes) And the lappy had my camera's memory card in it so I lost a decade of photos, on topo of my last 8 months of downloading music and anime. Also, the production company ( I think) is trying to screw me out of my paycheck. The contract stipulated $750 flat for the 5 days of work, I did them, and haven't seen a dime. I should have been paid weeks ago,and can't get in touch to deal with it. =/
I'm in way over my head at work and have no one to call upon for help. I will need to start working about 80-100 hours a week until December.
Worst of all, I lost my last and most treasured grandparent Sunday. I knew she was sick and planned to go see her one last time this weekend. Of all my grandparents Grandmere meant the most to me, I was closest to her and she had the most influence on my childhood. She was my ally against my father and she was one hip lady. =(
I miss her dearly, and it's preventing me from being able to focus on my work so I'm falling farther and farther behind.
Also, my bike is starting to scare me, I know something is wrong but I don't know what. Having no car I need this bike, badly. I fear it may fail me soon.
In short:
everything is bad.
I'm unbearably saddened
and here for support.
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