Jesus Christ I'm weaker than I thought:


I can attribute this pitiful display to two factors:

1. My first year of teaching was a horrible bitch. I lost 10 lbs, ate horribly, and seriously fell off the horse as far as training went.

2. I have no consistent support system. None of my friends have kept up with me in weight lifting, and I'm constantly having to correct my own mistakes over the course of months, rather than days. I have no basis for comparison and no one to compete against as I'm the strongest person in my group of friends.