yeah, i'm just glad you're okay.

on the 4 what? part. well, really, it's 4 whatever you make out of it now. try not to let it go to waste. 3 years and all the shit is too much to just let roll off your back.

also, you said something about a sense of satisfaction that you can't get back home. really, i can't pretend that i know how it was, but i don't agree with that statement at all.

just take it easy, don't rush, do things you enjoy, find new ones you might enjoy, and just try to be in the present, because it's the best gift of them all.