Withdrawals? Ever had them! Cause they suck.

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Had medication withdrawals... the ones that let you go deeper than any depression and at the both time totally free you from the fear of suicide, thus greatly helping in doing it.

It was so strong that at times it was almost like my body was going to do the last move on its own, to find the best way of ending everything.

I wish that experience to no one.

All of this due to multiple errors in treatment... and diagnosis too. I was treated for something I didn't have, and not treated for the real problem that was getting worse by the day. And as an added bonus, the treatment was also amplifying the real problem...
A year of hell on earth, and 5 years from then I'm still not totally recovered...

Ah this sounds like me only it was for about 4 years. Anyway seeing as I have "every illness known to man" I won't go into to it.

Its been a while since I did a thread. This one is about withdrawals, I have a major withdrawal from hydrocodone,

Hydrocodone huh. Opiods can be rough, unfortunately I don't really have any advice for you. Didn't they slowly reduce the dosage to wean you off it because quitting cold turkey from such a high dosage sounds like you're just asking for trouble.

Are they even supervising your dosage or is it all you? Also I wouldn't recommend drinking alcohol

I used to have caffeine withdrawals on the weekends because I'd drink coffee everyday at work, then not have any handy on the weekends. The headaches were terrible. I solved the problem by not drinking coffee at all. Took a few days to get the caffeine out of my system completely. True story.

Uh huh, caffeine

I haven't eaten anything made with lactose or flours in 6 months.

Heck... I haven't eaten out of home in 6 months. That is... no junk food, restaurants, etc.

I don't get this, what exactly are you going through withdrawal from?