dam hiroshi after readin urs, i realized that my life is shit compared to wut uve been thru, but hey like some of the pplz who said in here dont do anything harsh and just go with the flow and maybe just maybe ull get that job u always wanted, and as for me ill just stay on the downlow for sometime and c how life will treat me, hey maybe i can end up having a job similar to wut u want to have